Jennifer Lopez On InStyle Cover: American Idol Judge Admits She Hates 'Being Alone'

Jennifer Lopez is on the cover of the April issue of InStyle magazine. Wearing gorgeous Chanel and flaunting her thick, silken locks, she looks every bit the stunning Latina we know her to be. However, she admitted that she too gets lonely. "Look, I don't love being alone," she says. "I don't. I can't beat myself up for that. What I have to do is figure out why I don't like it….But where I am now, what I've been through, there are no rules. There are just lots of ways it can turn out instead of just one."

Jennifer Lopez also talks candidly about being a mom. "Emme is obsessed with makeup," she says of her daughter. "She puts blush on her eyes, shadow on her face; it's very artistic. And she loves my shoes. She's been walking around in my heels ever since she was a year old." Lopez gave birth to her son Maximilian David and her daughter, Emme Maribel, New York on February 22, 2008. However, she announced her split with their father Marc Anthony in 2011.

The Latina sensation from the Bronx also talks about changing attitudes towards aging in Hollywood. "The turning point was a couple years ago, when the September issue of women's magazines had cover girls that were all over 40—Jennifer Aniston, Halle Berry, Sandra Bullock, Julia Roberts, me. It was hard not to be happy. That says something about our society." She also says she still holds on to her roots. "It's funny when people say ‘Jenny from the block isn't real' or ‘You've already done that.' I keep doing it because that's who I am."

InStyle hits newsstands Friday, March 14.